When did it all started? I don’t know. How painful? If you rate it from 0-10, its excruciating, I’ll give 10. One day I would feel okay and live a normal day but sometimes when the pain strikes all you need to do is just to crawl on your bed and wait for the pain to heal. The pain that I felt is the pain inside me. Pain relief, yes there’s one. Forgiveness, but I never heard someone utter the word sorry. Then how can I forgive? How can I forget? I can cry but not today. Not for now. Will it helps? I doubt it. It feels like I wanted to break away from it but I can’t. I just can’t. Call me crazy, sure.

The pain. It’s real. They called it a heartache.