Better left

Somethings are better left unnoticed because it could create unpleasant effects if we would give our attentions to it.

Some words are better left unexpressed because it could hurt other people even if it’s true.

Some feelings are better left unexpressed because we don’t have the right to show and feel it.

Some ways are better left undone because we could aggravate what’s already been a mistake.

Some people are better left unloved because they are not even worth it.

Some rights are better left non fight because we know we will not gonna win in the end.

It’s so hard to bear that there are factors in life that’s better left untouched because they don’t make any difference at all. It would be a lot more easier for us if we would just leave it as it is, no more no less.

Just as it is.

If it’s love

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If it’s love we won’t call it a one night stand.

If it’s love I won’t be hurting this much.

If it’s love there will be spark whenever we kiss.

If it’s love I won’t feel any regrets.

If it’s love we will treasure every seconds, every minute, every moment, but then we never did.

If it’s love it’s worth the risks but then again in the end everything doesn’t make sense.

If it’s love I should have called you mine.

If it’s love everything will stay as it is and will never ever fade and die.

 

Thai Fried Rice

I step inside and seated.

The first thing I noticed

the place is empty

and I realized

it’s just you and me.

I flipped through the menu pages

of random dishes I never tasted.

I was about to try something else

but I just ordered fried rice instead.

I may look dumb there

because you reach out to me

and said something

instantly I replied “there’s no need”

when I didn’t even hear what you said.

Well,  that’s me.

When I look at you

you do look like someone

oh fuck I said to myself

I fall for that face

your black shirt

your black jeans

the way your jeans hangs on your hips

your sneakers

all really fits well

I keep staring at you

praying that you’re staring at me too

but my mind is just playing tricks

and my heart feels like thumping

dumb dumb dumb dumb

And then BAM!

I caught you’re looking

fuck again I said to myself.

then I stand and walk away

still with an untouched fried rice on my plate.